Midnight blunt was bomb, now watching a scary movie. Ohweee. Here comes the nightmares.

Hey (;

tedeezy:

chooses to stay with the guy who hurt her? Cause despite that, he knows how to make her happy. There may be cuter guys out there, but she doesn’t care about that cause to her, nobody can compare. He does more right things than wrong so she stays with him for all the right things he’s done and not leave him for that one mistake. And she knows no matter who she ends up with, they’re gonna fight regardless and she would rather deal with no one else, but him.

tedeezy:

You didn’t want me back. Now I no longer want you, but you want me back. What? You expect me to just wait around while you mess with other people and wait till it’s my turn? Fuck that, I moved on. I got over you. Now you come back and want us to pick up where we left off when you’re the one that dropped me. I’m tired of these games you play. Why weren’t you this interested when I cared about you? Go play games with someone else cause I’m no longer that gullible.

tedeezy:

Where someone & I start talking and actually stay in contact. Where someone & I start hanging out and actually make time for each other. Where someone & I start getting to know each other and actually take the time to do it. Where someone & I start gaining feelings and actually make something out of it. Where someone & I would start fighting & actually work things out. Where I would meet someone and have them actually stay in my life. But, that seems impossible nowadays.

tedeezy:

We’ve talked, we’ve gotten to know each other, we’ve spent time, we’ve become friends, we’ve grown some feelings, we did some things, we got attached, we fell for each other, and now I’m yours. Now what? You’re gonna stop doing what you did to get me? You’re not gonna have much to say to me?…

tedeezy:

who thinks she’s “ugly”? Who thinks she’s “fat”? Who thinks no one wants her? Who thinks she’s boring? Who compares herself to other girls she know, celebrities or come across online? Do you stand next to a girl and feel like she looks better than you cause maybe she gets all the guys? Who…

I don’t want anymore short-term relationships, I’ve had too many of those. I want one of those relationships that last. The ones where you guys do everything together. The kind of relationship where they meet your parents and go to family parties with you. The kind of relationship where you guys fight like any other relationship, but you guys get over it and just get stronger.