Can someone please explain to me why do we call our boyfriends our boyfriends when truthfully they treat us like shit. Why the hell do we call our bestfriends our bestfriends, when truthfully theyre always the first to judge who or what we are & they arent always there whenever we need them too be. Why do we call these people friends when our so called friends are the ones who backstabs us, takes our words & switch it up into another made up story of their own & tell our enemies something far off of what really came out our mouth, just so they can see us fight. Its there thrill of life to be a busy body. Call me a loner, i can really careless. But thats exactly why out here i dont actually have friends who arent users, liars or pathetic little whores who just steals from me. Thats why i dont have friends, or a boyfriend. Theres only a few who i actually can trust but i dont phase them in the category of friends, theyre actually considered my family.
Midnight blunt was bomb, now watching a scary movie. Ohweee. Here comes the nightmares.
Where someone & I start talking and actually stay in contact. Where someone & I start hanging out and actually make time for each other. Where someone & I start getting to know each other and actually take the time to do it. Where someone & I start gaining feelings and actually make something out of it. Where someone & I would start fighting & actually work things out. Where I would meet someone and have them actually stay in my life. But, that seems impossible nowadays.